altered state of consciousness

I'll try to make this brief.

Since a small child, for as long as I can remember, I have always felt like I am inactively going through life. Like my mind is disconnected from my body and what I can see. I feel as if I am not fully conscious.

I've been visiting doctors since I was 13 and am now 22. With no luck. I know I don't have de-personalisation because that comes and goes. But for me, it's ALWAYS there and always has been.

I've tried:

-candida treatment (pointless but am desperate)
-thyroid hormone replacement (no luck)
-anti-depressants (felt worse)
-sleep study (all OK)

I've also had droopy eyes since a child, my eyes are half open and the visible part of the eye is very yellow, when I life my eyelid the rest of the eye is much whiter.

Some more unexplained symptoms:

-I am always tired, but I am also jittery and anxious.

-I NEVER stop thinking. I am always thinking about anything and everything.

-I always have constipation.

-Bad memory. I don't even recognise my family nor myself on the mirror sometimes.

-Acid Reflux.

-Black spots when looking at bright things.

-Tension between eyebrows.

-Heart hurts like a needle sometimes and I must take short shallow breaths in order for it to not hurt.

-Feels like a lump in my throat which is making it difficult to breathe.

-Scalp inflammation with many tender spots.

As so many people's situation on here.....no one has any answers.

But we can try to help each other. It's our only hope.