new start-shaking

Dear fasting friends,
I am 46 years old, have been overeating totally the las months with periods of fasting for 5 days and 10 days another time. Yesterday I have overeaten again, so I just started again.
I am addicted to food, to chatting and our financial situation is a desaster. I cannot focus on my job (am selfemployed with TAHITIAN NONI ) and I am happy my wife still believes in me an my healing.
I started at noon today (germany is ahead of time) and I am shaking about my helaing process.
Can anyone tell me about his or hers emotional detox while fasting? I hope I can stand the pain, when facing the consequences of false decisions in the past.
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