I feel kinda guilty asking another question when you gave me so much of your time and attention over in the Dreams Forum . If you don't have time to take a look, I will completely understand.
In addition to all this 'brain surgery' in my life re:career and all, there is major stuff going on with relationships, too. Namely- my ex just came back into my life. This relationship was incredibly painful for me, and totally karmic.
Basically she was my father in a different package!
I'm just starting to feel healed of the whole thing- that I might survive after all- and wham! We're talking again- not in any way about getting back together, just about the possibility of attempting a friendship.
One big thing I learned from it (more mental transformation) is that this love thing gets all screwed up with ideas about what we think we need from people, or how we need them to be, but of course love is really just simple and basic. So I don't know if my new belief system is now going to be tested or what!
I guess I'd like to know more about this connection I have to her- honestly I have been in love before but this person feels so damn connected and important. I don't think a day went by these past 2 years that I didn't think about her and miss her.
Sooo- I'm San Diego, 10/21/68 6:06pm, she's San Jose, 4/3/77 time unknown.